Love is Evil

Take a few more pills ‘cause I’m not numb enough yet.

You’ve used me long enough — now your heart’s in debt.

Is your mouth incapable of uttering a kind word to me?

Have you just became so cold that this is the way it must be?

 

 Though we share a bed, I know I don’t have your heart.

I’m stuck in a tragic play; my own fault to play this part.

So, let me get medicated enough to forget your little lies —

I need to temporarily fill all these deep voids that I carry inside.

 

I grow so tired of listening to the whirring in my head.

Guess I’d rather be comatose than realize my love is dead.

My tortured little heart still beats and begs for you.

It will somehow continue to love, no matter what you do.

 

Though mankind may sin in so many ways,

It’s amazing how our mindless hearts make us stay.

And it is the tragedy of life to love — win or lose.

Even in the depths of hell, we all need our muse.

Darkness

This darkness over me, is taking control.

It has me in its icy clutch.

It demands I pay the toll;

But inside, I don’t have much.

 

It holds my predertermined destiny

in its cruel black hands.

It has stolen my fate;

And I’m left without a chance.

 

And though I  scream and yell -

It is all in vain.

‘Cause there’s no one I can tell,

or who will hear my eternal pain.

Because of You

Your sweet words echo in my head each day

You help me to make it through

Every time I tell you I’m happy

Well, babe, it’s because of you.

Lying in bed at night, I picture your handsome face

Beautiful eyes, your sensuous lips.

I long to feel myself wrapped in your arms,

To be given your sweet kiss.

I wish you could see the joy in my heart

The love you’ve given me

I wish you could be right here

For now and eternity.